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So far, I am still feeling stable in the sense that I am aware of my thoughts and feelings. It feels good also if I get to do the things I set out to do. I miss my daughter though. The thought that we won't be physically together for years is still unthinkable for me but I am not overwhelmed by the thought. Maybe because I am already aware of my thoughts. I have resolved that whatever I do here, it will be for my daughter. And that gives me peace. 

Thank You, God, for guiding me. Please, please, let all things come from You. 

Our house in QC, please God, let us know what to do because I want it because it's ours. Please help us God on what to do. 

Help me also to just do the things I need to do. 

- House improvement

- Get a good job asap

- Retain my job in the Philippines

- Help my daughter get a job

- Save

- Buy the condo unit

- Healthy body, sound mind for all of us

- Buy properties as investment

- Always have a heart with gratitude

Thank You, God, for the stability of thoughts. Let me just trust in You with all my heart. Please always take care of us especially my daughter. Thank You in Jesus' name. 



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